My heart has been so heavy with current and past deaths. I find it difficult to wrap my mind around the continuous deaths and murders of our children in this era. Obligations and sacrifices have blocked me for a while from being able to just sit still and rationalize that happenings around me.
I have allowed Satan to keep me distracted emotionally from being empathetic to the trials that others even loved ones are enduring. I am learning that I must be there somehow and or someway.
Life is hard for us all but for many, it is far more trying. Learning of a recent death that truly impacted various members of my family opened my heart. As I worked today, my heart was so heavy. I have been so tired of the younger generation dying in the hands of another that I simply remained prayed up.
Thus, what I learned today is one has to look to God in all things always but one cannot simply detach oneself from the emotional impact. We have to allow ourselves to feel and still allow God to work through us. How can we truly lead others to Christ if we simply quote scripture?
Sharing our own emotional feelings so that others can not only see but bear witness of the love and strength that God bestows upon us can truly impact another’s perceptions. We have to allow God to move through us in all things and in all ways. You just never know when he will use that moment in your life to help another.
Too be continued at a later time…